i scalded my throat on some hot ass chiken yesterday cuz i was hungry as fuck and couldnt wait til it cooled off. now i have a sore throat :| thats what i get i guess.... i skipped CD again today... man i'm startin to slip back into my old habits; turnin shit in late, skippin classes...i'm trynna transfer to another skool too *sigh* i've never gonna get outta this pussy ass skool(no pun intended-- in case yall aint kno i go to an all girl skool shit sux
hard) the fuck is wrong wit me maybe i'm not supposed to go to skool for ever and a day or maybe i should only have 4 classes a sem. that shit worked last sem. hmmmm
my weight loss starve-yaself-n-lose-weight diet is working!!! my thighs dont rub 2gether anymore! i kno yall dont want 2 hear(read) that shit but fuck you. i danced to sean paul & freeway's cd(tite btw) yesterday and that was my workout for the day i feel results after 2 months plus ppl are tellin me that i've lost weight maaaan that just feels so good. aight thats it 4 now pay-ce!
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12:21 PM
it aint even safe no more.... i made a cd just for me last night i have to publish this bit of junk to update my template (ooh it rhymes)
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9:03 AM
my mom wants to keep me under lock and key what the f***!!! damn will i ever be considered an adult by her? damn she came in last night bitchin' --str8 bitchin-- about every damn thing. the dishes weren't done, i had my crap all over the place this and that etc. but did it ever occur to her that i might haVE BEEN DOING MY WORK AND HAVE 4GOTTEN ABOUT THAT SHIT? (oops caps lock) dang my books weren't out there for show thats kind of stupid.... can't wait til camp this summer i need to get my grades 2gether this semester so i can be on campus next sme. cuz i cant be underneath her anymore she's really gettin on my nerves maybe its her hormones or fibromyalgia or wehatever but damn i get tired too dont care if i'm "only 18" and should have done my work earlier so what if i liek to procrastinate and when i put my shelves up last night wtf she was yellin for she knows i make a lil bit of noise every night its called cleanin up like she never makes any noise got damn....shes gonna make me have another panic attack.
is it so hard for her to consider my point of view like this past monday she came and picked me up @ skool instead of me taking the bus and i tripped over a chair trying get my stuff so i could gfet out the door she called me when she arrived and i was like i'mma be out in a min. and then she calls as i'm walkin out the door right in front of her she didnt think ya know maybe i'm comin and someone a professor maybe might have stopped to talk to me or MAYBE i may have tripped over something or sprained my ankle (which btw i did) and i'm known for but no all she said when i got in was "what took you so long" damn i could have really hurt myself no concern whatsoever. and when she comes in on wed. nights she doesnt ask did i get any skoolwork done yet she wanna yell when my grades come in.
just because i'm in college now doesnt mean she has to stop being my mother she even cusses more in front of me now...it doesnt sound right cuz shes my mom i realize shes human and shit but damn i'm ya child mother come on now got me cryin.... i told her i hada presentation last wek did she ask me if i did good or not? no i had the shakes last week (panic attack and all) but she acted like she didnt see me shakin i know she did she notices everything else. and she just be walkin right in my room and tellin me my room is messy but hers is messier her clothes all over the place i gotta go to class soon lemme get off here i'll rant some more later.
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8:57 AM
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1:06 PM
on friday i was supposed to go 2 this party w/ my gurl Litta but something happpened to her phone so she wasn't accepting incoming calls (wtf?!) and i couldn't call her to see what was up w/ the car (she had to borrow one since she doesn't have one), no phone calls gettin thru friday night comes and goes w/o any notice (yet she has my phone number?) anywayz on saturday i go wit my cousin's fiance Erykah to try on brdies/bridemaid/flower girl dresses....omg all of our dresses together cost like $400 something (very excellent considerin her first dress was 400 something by itself) the dress erykah finally picked out was
"simple and elegant" only in ivory they changed the color for the bridesmaid/maid of honor dresses to
apple cute color (erykah said it'll be easy to match the roses now) and Mo's dress (flower girl) is
too cute in ivory and rum pink and 2 of my cousins are gonna be the best man and the other dude (whats the name of the extra guys?) anywayz their tuxes are gonna be
ivory w/apple DOPE! and my other cousin (the groom) is gonna be
ivory (i think) to match erykah's dress. its gonna be off the hook! can't wait.... i'm smilin already and i aint even the one gettin married. haha well i got work to do (ugh...) so i'll type 2 ya lata pay-ce!
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