8.29.2004

i'm home and i'm bored. everybody's going to or been at school already. i don't know where i'm going. i feel like a bum.

8.25.2004

i am a random brutal sex dreamer aka half cocked

Fire You scored scored a 48%!
You resemble Fire. Fire people exhibit righteousness. These people conform to the standard of moral law. They do what is right and are known for their sense of fair play. They are truthful, straight-forward, just, upright and virtuous in their dealings with others. They demonstrate courage, fortitude, zeal and pugnacity. They have the mental and moral strength that enables them to venture into unknown waters and to persevere and withstand danger. They seldom show fear and are confident in their actions. They have mettle, resolution, and tenacity. They can face danger or difficulty without flinching or retreating. They will fight for their principles and have a stubborn persistence that is unwilling to recognize defeat. They have grit, back bone, guts, and are willing to keep fighting under all odds. They are aggressive and thrive on challenge. They have a nature that gives them physical energy, strength and vital powers. Their essential characteristic qualities are liveliness, energy, ardor, enthusiasm, courage and action. They have a firm, courageous and assertive disposition which is their most characteristic qualitiy. These people like to win or be the best in anything they pursue. Their aggressive nature makes them just one big ego. There is nothing more stimulating to them than to win, and there is nothing more depressing to their ego than to lose. They strive to be the center of attention and are at home when showing-off. They are determined, spiteful and revengeful. When angered, they will go to almost any extreme necessary to get revenge, and that revenge will more often be at the moment of the anger. When they're mad they want everyone around them to be mad. They are spiteful and will deliberately and openly do things which irritate someone to the point of anger. They are very short-tempered and anger easily. They are straight-forward and have no reservations about hurting the feelings of others, and they are prone to inflict physical pain as well as mental pain. Just as the main virtue of this sign is being just and right, its main fault is deceit.

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I am: Me
I want: Life without strenuous labor ( and a spell check on that word)
I have: Not too much, not too little
I wish: i was rich
I hate: meatloaf, liver
I miss: uhh a few friends from highschool unno
I fear: death and uhh bein broke my entire adult life
I hear: voices ô_ô
I search: for porn
I wonder: why bread is so cheap, but nobody wants to invest in it like i do
I regret: not keeping in touch with some people from school
I love: my friends, beatin niggas ass n\h, chillin
I ache: after layin or sittin down too long
I always: procrastinate
I am not: that bad if you get to know me
I dance: ehh next question
I sing: never
I cry: when my ass got beat by moms in 3rd grade, after that never
I am not always: so sane
I write: horribly <---
I win: all games of video
I lose: patience quickly
I confuse: footies with really short tube socks :/
I should: die
Three things you are often complimented for: personality, intelligence (believe it or not), and weird.... my smell o.O
You get embarrassed when: i have to talk in front of a bunch of strangers
What upsets you: moms nagging, pops' smokin
You keep a diary: i dont, unless you wanna count my freeposts here
You like to cook: tEH Sa/\/\ MICH!!11
You have a secret you have not shared with anyone? not really
You set your watch a few minutes ahead: yea, 10

You bite your fingernails: when they get long
You believe in love: yes
The prettiest person you know: the owner of this site
The weirdest person you know: probably me <---
The loudest person you know: keane's mom, can hear her ass all out in the street
Your close friends: keane, deonta
The person that knows the most about you: myself dumbass
Most boring teacher: my fourth grade teach, forgot her name but she was asian and boring as fuck.
Your most overused phrase on people: Classic or GOAT
Last image/thought you go to sleep with: probably somethin dealing with sex
Your best feature: my brain
Take a shower everyday: duh i aint trynna stink <---
Have a (any) crush (es): maybe ;)
Think you've been in love: i thought so, but i guess not
Want to get married: yea, although i won't die if i don't<---
Have any tattoos/where?: nope, and if i said i did or wanted one i'd be lyin :)
Piercing/where?: not anymore
How many piercings do u hAf?: 0
Get along with your parent(s): yea both of em
NATURAL HAIR COLOR: dark dark brown or black i dunno
CURRENT HAIR COLOR: dark brown or black i dunno
EYE COLOR: dark brown


(FAVORITES)
NUMBER: 85
COLOR: blue
DAY: saturday
MONTH: june
SONG: Waiting for the World to End- Rakim
FOOD: Hard Shell taco from taco bell
SEASON: fall
DRINK: Green Koolaid
VEGGIE: Broccoli wit cheese :D
CHOCOLATE MILK, OR HOT CHOCOLATE? chocolate milk
VANILLA OR CHOCOLATE? neither
(IN THE LAST 24 HOURS)
HAVE U CRIED? nope
HELPED SOMEONE? yea, my friend dropped a nickle bag in my room.. i coulda sold it you know....dead serious
BOUGHT SOMETHING? a laffy taffy and a lil hug
GONE TO THE MOVIES? no
GONE OUT FOR DINNER? err Dairy Queen
SAID, "I LOVE YOU”? no
WRITTEN A REAL LETTER? is chatting considered a letter? if not no
TALKED TO AN EX?: no

8.22.2004

now that camp is over.... i have nothing to do but send files to schools and wait for someone to have mercy on my pitiful soul

hmm this past week at camp: we had staff talent night, me and 3 other counselors got on the stage and pretended to be campers cleaning up the huts for inspection, the skit went on for 10 minutes but it was fun. i saw myself on video and finally realized that i'm tall. then last night we had a raiding war. all the girls were putting shampoo and toothpaste on each other in their sleep. the counselors got some of them with whip cream. the oldest kids got mustard and chocolate syrup put in their beds and they got heated. nobody knows who did it either crazy... i came back from my off day and those girls had me doin their hair, straightening, twisting and braiding. man i did not know that i had those skills. and our final performances [step/dance] well just step went BEAUTIFUL i couldnt have asked them to step any better or more in sync. i was so proud
saturday was a good day i took my shower @ 5:15 am and sleep thru breakfast...
took a nap as soon as i got home. it was raining elephants and whales on our way home, i couldnt believe it. and thats all... for now

Labels: life

8.15.2004

ight folks.... the 2nd week of the 2nd session [aka the last week] has begun. two of my camper went home today; one of them deserved to go home for all the crazy shit she did over the past week: pick her pubes on campers beds, throwin' a chair at one of my other campers, trynna hit another camper with a stick, steal one of my campers' cell phone and using up all of her minutes [not that cellies are allowed at camp in the first place].... what else has she done? damn i forget but its been crazy and i'm so happy she aint goin to six flags with us cuz i'd have to strap her to the bus seat and leave her there all day. now the other camper who left was my star athlete but she misses home and she sprained her ankle real bad.
ti left for school and most of her campers cried. some say they saw tears rolling down my cheeks but i have no comment. the moho story [our camp ghost story] was told by the drama teacher and she messed some parts up by stumbling over some words and adding too many details. then reggie [i wanna hit him with one of his drums] tried to make it really dramatic when moho came in by beatin on the drums but it woulda been scarier without the drums to announce moho.
man i can't wait til camp is over cuz i'm TIRED. wooooo i wanna sleep for 5 days straight.
i have long fingernails now well longer than they were before now that i've taken all the fake ones off they look nice cuticles all smooth and unmessed with, me likes. lets see how long it will be before they disappear. ight thats all for now

8.08.2004

its the beginning of the 3rd week at camp and i owe yall an update. i got the hut i've been wantin for forever, it has the biggest counselor rooms. i got the best schedule this year since i'm not teachin any classes i can basically just drift around and help where i'm needed. they closed the oldest hut and made it into a game room so i'm always playin ps2. me, tiara (my best friend @camp) and joyclyn got these airbrushed shirts with the 3 stooges on em and our sayins on the back; mines is "i realize that!" tiara:"you dumb dog" jay's:"thats kosher". our shirts are sick cuz i designed em. my hut's skit was the sickest cuz we did a whole bunch of shows and commercials and ended with the ring and this chick in our hut crawled around and scared the shit out of the lil girls. it was hilarious. these past 2 weeks felt like a month. these girls STINK they dont like to wash and they put their dirty clothes wit their clean shit so it all smells the same. i had all two weekers the first session so i get a brand new hut today [i should be sleep]. me and tiara fight all the time like sisters. its crazy, punchin each others boobs and shit. lol thats my chick tho, imma miss her when she leaves to go to school [place tear motion here] hmm what else... all these girls are on one lifeguards jock all the time. its shameful. a few of the counselors went out laast night and tonight/morning. we went to see manchurian candidate [good movie but hella weird] there were these two couple and a 5th wheel in the back. someone was fuckin and/or receivin head. one of the chicks had messed up hair and was walkin like a stick was up her ass. smh. we were sayin [loudly] "we're gonna need you to shut the fuck up right now" everytime they started talkin. they would not shut up. talkin about "it looks like stale yogurt" no idea wtf they were talkin about and didnt wanna know. oh and i'm fuckin broke at camp!!! i need to steal some money from someone. i borrowed 15 bucks from my lovely campers while at 6 flags and 20 bucks yesterday for the movies now i'm in debt. i caqme to camp wit 130 bucks and spent most of it at walmart before camp even started, smh@ myself.

ight i'm twenty now no more teen in my age [insert cheesin smiley here] ahem...

my mom is buggin the fuck outta me about these schools all this shit coulda been done but the bill wasnt paid i realize this she aint gotta reiterate 50 million times. i'm applyin to morris brown [atl] and shaw and nccu and ncsu and wssu and fayetteville state and somewhere else in NC. someone should accept me -_-



hey you! i miss you too :(

thats all for now. pace

Labels: life

8.02.2004

I FINALLY FINISHED DLing DODGEBALL!!!! YAYAYA!!!!

anyways.. man i had to work all day yesterday and me not sleepin saturday night doesn't help much :\ welp i slept from 12am to 7 am so thats enough to last me and at least i dont have to work today :)

man its some fine females comin to the braves games... all alone :D :D :D

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