12.20.2003

i saw LOTR 3 yesterday and it was by far the best of the three. 3 1/2 hours long was too much sitting time for me. i never got up from a movie and was like "my ass hurts" til yesterday. the last half hour of the movie was unneccessary he should have been crowned king and the end. this lady who was sitting a seat away from me was nibbling on her fingernails during the WHOLE movie. i on the other hand, a faithful nailbiter, did not bite my nails at all. i think i will stop biting my nails after seeing that lady chomp away out the corner of my eye for 3 hours.

that is all

12.19.2003

my germs

i'm becoming a germophobe. mufuckas coughin at wendy's while preparing my food. that shit aint kosher. i'm hearin stories of people bakin cookies and lettin the chil'ren stick their hands in the dough w/out washin they hands and then they dump the cookie cutters on the nasty ass living room rug to look for the correct one. wtf kinda shit is that?

freedom
my finals are done. no school for a month ahh freedom. i went to the buy back bullshti and in exchange for 6 books i got back $56 i got shafted but its better than nuthin... i'm so glad i dont have to deal with these white folks for awhile cuz they were gettin on my nerves. i practically skipped my way back to my room cuz i was so damn happy i was leavin. i wonder what i'm gettin for christmas? bein an only child has its perks

12.12.2003

i have one statement to declare after my night of club hoppin and denny's: i had old dick in my ass
[hangs head in shame]
old ass man at a damn club for college students i should have taken advantage and had him buy me a drink for a dance. next time i will TRUST. my friend melissa had short, sweaty, and ugly guys dancing with her. the first dude was spedish lookin and wouldn't let her go til she wriggled loose. the 2nd guy was asian, short and sweaty = bad combo he wouldn't let her go at all she left him and he followed her around til we left. we saw some FINE ass pricans at denny's if melissa had slowed her roll outtathe parkin lot i woulda had a number or somethin. this nigga look like a puerto rican version of sean p. only taller woowee [fans self]
i need to get my ID cuz these club people were being nice tonight. either my mass id or my license cuz we're goin clubbin again and this shit aint cheap. 10 bucks here and 10 there. club rain is WHACK as all hell they supposed to be all that but no. bad music and not enough room for an actual dance floor. its more of a bar. the hippodrome surprise fuckin surprise is nice. good music and what not.
so all in all i had a good time and i'm in a good ass mood right now

12.10.2003

i OD'd on some aleve today/night/morning cuz my head was hurtin somethin awful. took 4 instead of the reg 2 or recommended one pill. if i pass out oh well. i'm mad i'm still up right now my head gonna hurt somethin awful later on i know it.... i kinda wanna pass out tho to see what happens...

12.08.2003

yesterday: so much got damn snow but it wasn't too bad shoveling it. the worst part about the whole thing is the ice that comes when the sun shows its face. i almost broke some bones. if they don't put out some sand and salt imma end up suing someone. i''ve fallen too many times and not taken advantage of it.


today: i woke up at 3:21 am i don't know how or why but i was laying in bed when i realized that i was awake i rolled over and tried to go back to sleep but couldn't [visions of spiders] so i got up and packed my shit up [i was home] went downstairs to wait for mi madre to wake up so i can take a shower. i got a thing about waking folks up plus if i woke her up i'd have to hear her mouth and i don't want any of that. now tis time for breakfast and i gotta go and put some money on my card for laundry and i might walk down to cvs to get a glue stick and some scissors. i dunno why i always gotta go to cvs when it gets cold out. music alert: tupac resurrection cd is gettin much play in my cd player. it shits on the black album IMO

ciao

12.06.2003

i saw those ugly ass af1 shoe/boots. chick was walkin around like her feet hurt. i'm sorry but if my feet hurt i'd take off my got damn shoes. there was some other shit i was gonna comment on but i forgot... this bitch ass cashier in stop & shop tried to catch attitude yesterday, almost popped her in her neck. OH YEA i remember now this white chick came in the store wit her goofy ass friend "oh shit i forgot my money!" how the fuck.... i aint even gonna discuss that but this chick had a nasty gut bowl full of jelly type shit ALL OUT IN THE OPEN. belly shirt n shit and it was snowing! wtf can white people not feel the cold on their skin? plus she had no ass nor waist [dunno why i noticed dont ask...] i mean white girls at my school wit the same disease [jelly belly] just let it all out. the black females keep their fat covered albeit with tight shirts but we never see skin. massive back white bitches just let the cottage cheese hang.

12.05.2003

ight just for the record: I FUCKIN HATE ATTENTION WHORES whether in real life or on the 'net and most especially on the net cuz people try to damn hard to get attention on some shit that honestly doesn't count in real life. posin in webcams like its a fuckin fashion show. thats where porn whores start in chatrooms [sluts on yahoo] '18/f ready and waitin' bitch we aint here for that. go cyber wit a dildo somewhere else. internet whorism should be punished along with the abuse of ALL CAPS.

did ever say i was in love? well i am now... with these sneakers they only got em in the UK and won't deliver to the US so fuck the brits. i also want these and these and these all of those are now on my christmas list. edit your copies folks.

next topic of debate: fronts: hot shit? or ugly and mad country? i go with the latter. them shits are uglier than beetlejuice

yea i'll be back later.

12.04.2003

insomnia is a bitch >.< i had it all this week my brain is on pause too. cant write this paper, bout to fail the class. i was up til 11 am yesterday twstin my hair. lil ass twists take for fuckin ever. looks nice but damn it take too long. i think i'm gonna join the drill team/step squad/ whatever the fuck they call themselves. i saw them inthe talent show today their precision was off. our campers had better precision than that.

oh yea new layout AGAIN this one is betta than the old one. i had bad reviews :(

12.02.2003

ight new layout its bootyful matches my kicks :) its almost 5 o clock got damn i'm not really sleepy. got damn this insomnia. still didnt do my paper. i'm gonna fail :( i hate school. i wanna start over from scratch. immediately ahora pronto! lol i'm tired...

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