so its been awhile since i last posted on this biotch. i've had a couple interviews. i was thisclose to gettin a job at petsmart but they had some stupid youmustpeeinthecupwithin24hours rule that i broke. my bad for not having a car. i had another one at buckle but as soon as i came in to interview i had a feeling like 'i'm not gonna get this job even if this interview goes well'. it had somethin to do with the fact that that people workin in the store were all average height or below and a size -6. i felt like a ginormous monster.
my birthday was uber whack juice. i didn't do shit. i never felt so lame in my life as i did on my birthday. even the day after i felt better. i didn't want to talk to anybody or do anything. it was so weird. like it felt like i had nothing to live for. i have nothing to show after living for 23 years on this planet. i still haven't graduated from undergrad, i have no job, license, car. i'm purposeless. i still feel like that. the only reason i get out of bed everyday is because of my dog [who is gettin so freakin big btw].
my cousin came thru last week and we had so much fun.
i love that we can hang out now cuz i didn't know what to do with her when she was younger. we went shopping, to the movies, and other stuff. she got me off this confounded computer and it felt good to be free. i sound so fuckin lame right now. god i need a job -_-
Labels: life sucks
if i see/hear another person use the word "cornroll/ed" again, i swear i'm taking them out. society needs not to have these dumb motherfuckers on the planet. the same thing goes for people who use the word "labtop". i never really defined what my pet peeves were but this is definitely one of them:
misuse of words.
job update: none
Labels: everyday occurances, thoughts
