...is somethin i don't need right now. i'm gonna die if this nigga asks me one more question regarding how i feel about our damn relationship.
he can't type worth a damn. he lacks full computer literacy (how do you not know a floppy disk will prevent your computer from booting up?) he talks way too much about feelings and whatnot. its killin me inside, little by little.
next nigga i fuck with will have to be my age. at least. i can't do this young nigga shit no more..
back to basics
Labels: life
November took forever to end. i thought i was gonna bust a vein towards the end but my blood vessels held up. if i can remember lets see what went down...
i was unable to go to springfield for break because i had a major load of homework to do (i miss my grandmother terribly) thus my mother was unable to go and we are still lacking our stuff -_-
had thanksgiving here (smallest thanksgiving ever) mike came over. i stuffed myself til i could barely walk. the next day we went to daryka's house with mike in tow (cuz he dont wanna stay at school all by his lonesome). i eat much food at their house and introduce eryka's computer to my secret stash so darren can burn dvds on her laptop. when i get back i'm told not once but TWICE that a nigga is lonely without me around. lord what am i to do...
one day during finals week i gave mike my mp3 player to borrow. two days later he got drunk and the next day he told me he lost my mp3 player. i was in shock, i was also tired which stopped me from yelling at him. i should have punched him but i didn't. i went back to my room turned off all my phones and went to sleep. later on we had a talk about it, i was relatively calm, matter of fact he was more tore up about it than i was, shed more tears and all.
when i got home i cried my ass off. i was so tired and just so happy to be DONE man yall don't know the strain my brain has been through this past semester. i wish i could go see my grandma, then everything would be really great.
after i been thru this semester, i got the grades i wanted. A's in anatomy and experimental psych, the two classes i busted my ass for and B's in the rest (not that i wanted B's but i deserved nothing less)
ahhh life. what shall i do?
Labels: life, school