4.30.2004

i'm also paranoid. always thought people were watching me. judging me. maybe i'm just really really self-conscious.

waffles are good. i need a nap. zzzzZZZZ

Labels: life

4.29.2004

why the fuck does this shit keep messin up my blog order?!

Labels: life

i'm tired nigga i'm tired.....

issue numba 4 i knew you had. its very... obvious

hmm what are my issues....

1) i like fire and sneakers TOO much. if i had some dinero i'd have a closet full of uptowns and dunks, few air maxes, some shox, maybe a couple pairs of jordans. i need a lighter...

2) i know i'm smart but i HATE homework thusly not showing my brain power. gimme a test not lectures cuz i just fall asleep on em. i hate professors that just drone on and on and on and on...

3) family pressure to do good has had an adverse effect. niggas need to back up off me so i can show off like i did in elementary school. aint nobody give a fuck from 1-11th grade but NOW everybody wanna know when i got classes, how my grades yadda yadda. and mind ya business.

that's about it. oh and i gotta work tomo- i mean today cuz the fat, lopside-legged turd called out sick. what kinda shit is that? [sigh]

Labels: life

4.28.2004

After a recent convo w/ one of my internet pals, a few of my "issues" came to mind. now everybody has issues and most have waaaaaaaay more issues than me so ehhhh here are mines

1. I hate school.... no seriously i hate it with a passion. :| i reaallly dont wanna be here another 3 years school is just so bleh to me.

2. I CANT quit. If i quit school my family would cave. I'm the first male in my family to go to college since my father. X( i feel like the weight of the world is on my shoulders...

3. I'm crazy....im seriously a crazy mahfucka lol Crazy shit runs through my head. Just pure randomness, thing is i dont ever type these things (in case u were wondering why u dont see it)

4. I....AM....GIRL CRAZY!!! I swear to friggin God that im girl crazy, on and offline. Its just the aura around them. Offline im always throwin shots at these cuties :D problem is, college is about "focus" and crap. If i wanna do somethin i do it, even if it means skippin a class to do it, sadly these females dont feel the same. Online...............(if u are one of my online compadres, u know how i do)

5.Maybe i do miss my hs girlfriend.... (now thats an issue fo dat ass)

6.The last one i can think of is.... maybe sometimes i don't know when to stop clownin. Sometimes i look up and find myself acting like a little kid. The best way to put this is.... I DONT WANNA GROW UP!!

-The Shizzle

4.27.2004

to the the boys i cheated on before, its a new year i got a new change of gear i swear. i can clear now the clouds disappeared. you forgive but never forget so the past reappears uh huh...

today was beautiful. work was .... work. we stayed on the swing for a long time. it was mad nice outside. if i had a hammock i woulda been on it.

my blogs are lackin substance. O.o

4.26.2004

work today wasn't so bad. she was actually happy to see me. but it wore off after the bath, of course. i reacted better than i used to.....

am i so ugly i can't get a cute nigga 'round here? man i can't wait til i start school down south.

i told you i wanted a puppy!!! oh and i fixed it... i think

my frontal sinuses and the right side of my nose and my upper jaw hurts....

and i have to go back to work tomorrow i haven't been to work in 2 weeks. [white girl]i sooo do not wanna go back[/white girl]

[sigh]

sometimes i wish i had a webcam or digicam so i could take really random pictures to show yall. like my crazy ass hair. or my nasty stank watch. i wanna buy a new watch [this one] but i need the money for school related things eventhough i'm not in school school bills will haunt you forever
-_-

4.25.2004

CHEA! goin in the studio to lay some tracks... sip some hypnotic and sprite remix, and just chill.

that is AFTER i go and give away my puppies :( SONSABITCHES!!!

also, u need to change the font color by ur mood, i cant see ish but i know its there, HOLLA FRONT!

4.23.2004

buttery yellow mucus.... flowing from my nose before i go to sleep at night. doesn't that give you a nice visual?

my house should be quarantined or something. we keep breathing in our own toxic germs and we can't get better.

another jdsports exclusive:

i like will & grace and i've lost my voice

4.21.2004

i think this sickness is gettin to me. i'm havin evil thoughts.
lebron got rookie of the year but which rookie is in the playoffs? huh? MELO thats right mufuckas

my new favorite sneaker: a jdsports exclusive of course, damn the brits

this claritin got me looooopeeeeeee
me and my reactions to random meds LOL

4.20.2004

my face hurts... i think this shit progressed in to a sinus infection. yay

my neighbors, los puertoriqueños are loud as fuck. christ i thought black folk were loud. "mira ese yadda yadda yadda!!" the yelling gets into my jaw which is connected to my sinuses. i hate the spring.

4.18.2004

fevers suck. being in the house for four days in a row suck also. now missin work does not suck but being sick while missin work does.

"i think i blew some of my brain into this tissue"- me

i think i really did. also my skull hurts and my nose is raw from blowing it for the majority of the time that i am awake.

sean get ur arse on yahoo in the next 20 minutes or else

o.O

4.16.2004

Geez..... D12 LEAKED!!! I do NOT condone illegal downloading of music...

<_<
>_>

but u need to cop dat! :D

4.14.2004

hahahahaha, i told this girl on the net that she was "slow". quickly afterwards she said ......"gotta go, got things to do"

i think in hurt her feelings :D

ps. SAVE THE POKEMANS!!

sickness update: i got strep throat

worse thing bout being sick: waking up early like i got an actual job or some shit to do. 8:30 am aint seen my ass in awhile. my eyes are burning and my throat is sore. i will be asleep soon -_-

SAVE THE POKEMANS!

4.13.2004

guess what yall? no not chicken butt. i caught the muthafuckin flu from my job. yay my ears & throat are itchy and half my head is stuffed up, plus i got body aches. i slept from 5-9 so i need more sleep and i want somethin to eat but i dont

plus side of this is i don't have to work

4.12.2004

i'm watchin dr. phil and this chick gets what ever she wants from her parents. first car she got she rejected and they gave her a mustang. she totaled the mustang and got a newer one, a 2002. now she wants a lexus SUV and she's only 17?! the parents have refinanced their home twice. i'd take a suzuki sidekick, shit a car's a car. now she wants a plasma screen and she knows she'll get it for graduation. [smh] they have three kids and they buy whatever their kids want.

11 yr olds wearing LV clothes, tiffany jewlery. these spoiled rotten kids. i aint nowehre NEAR spoiled next to these chickens. 6th graders shopping at Saks 5th Ave. man i'm in shock cuz the most expensive place i've shopped is prolly the Gap.

i no longer have a comment. these parents need to instill a sense of self-sufficiency [the other chick needs job if she wants that car] and stop spoiling them and letting them have free reign with their credit cards. LOL@dr. phil sayin bling bling

4.11.2004

ok.... don't you have your own blog? mmhmm. i was tired as hell, i aint go to sleep til like midnight.

so me, my mom, and my granma go to the ressurection sunday thing put on by st. john's. we get there @ 7:10 am and the doors don't open til 8. my feet are hurtin cuz i aint used to shoes and i'm cold cuz it hasn't warmed up around here yet. and i see my cousin's friend and like a few minutes later my cousins. their friend has connections with the church so we got to go in about 40 minutes before everybody else. we took up a whole row, bout 20 seats, cuz we were waitin for my other cuz and his lil cousins. karen clarke-sheard made an appearance. long story short the lil boys were restless my mom supplied all the kids with peanut butter crackers and my shoes though they look cute are not comfortable. i was in my granma's slippers before i got home. all of us sans my granma went to hometown buffet after and those lil kids can EAT. 3 full plates per kid and bout 2 desserts. we got home at like 2 and i went straight to sleep aint wake til 8.

smokey bones restuarant has THEE best fries i ever tasted. mah gawd

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p.s. their were some cuties @ church

wow.... i missed her....who goes to sleep at 10?!?!? egh fuck it

IM TAKIN THIS OVER!!

<---- Stewpid here

Ok we went to three clubs, i got in at 2:30am and i must say....

Clowning with ur boys >>>>> the club :|

we was straight clownin this. This nigga told me i looked 12 and he got a drawn-on mustache AHHAHAHAAHAHA oh boy, my friends own all. To tell you the truth, i only went to the clubs to see if any people from highschool were there, especially those chicks i missed out on when i was goin out wit Her.......no further comments.

pees an boo boo

4.10.2004

i'm toired as fuck so when this is done i'm goin to beyad. i got this cute easter outfit [though not the exact skirt i wanted :-/] for this church's easter thingie my mom is draggin me to. got these black shoes to go with it.



btw click post n publish next time you retard lol

Stewpid here
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after several failed attempts to receive an invite to write here, i have decided to create my own bligslot or w/e. I promise that i will make it as sexay as possible for u ladies :) ps. no fags can view my blig.

killish.blogspot.com <- CUZ I KILL ISH!!!

many hugs and many kisses and other stupid lil remarks

>:0 Is Kiana gonna have to choke a bitch?!?! I'M KIANA BITCH!!!!

i've been up waaaaaay past my bedtime.......... not even tired. my mom will kick my ass for sure :-/


HA! at that

:-/


tiredness kickin in.....

4.09.2004

MY MOTHER be gettin on mynerves geezus she better grateful i dont go anywhere or drink or any of that shit. yellin at me like she a fuckin slavemaster or some shit. "i'sa sawwry massa i aint tend to them chores today" bitch don't displace your anger at me cuz you don't like where you're at or where you're working. she's gonna cause me some serious damage one day....

4.08.2004

today in the laundrymat i experienced "queer as folk" [go to hbo.com or somethin to find out what it is] these 3 guys came in and had like 10 machines full of clothes, anywho they are gay and are just takkin about clubbin and armani shirts, guys, and a whole bunch of shit and its so hard for me to keep a straight ass face. they reminded me of the queer eye guys. its was hilarious.

someone [nigga prolly readin this right now] told me i have a sexay accent [lol] which i did not notice til today. its kinda new yorkish....

there was a dead mouse under the bush in our front yard and this afternoon the kids were playin wit it pokin it with sticks and trynna get their cats to eat it. they finally left it alone so i could use old and nasty broom stick to shoot an imaginary goal with dead mouse's body. i swear these fuckin kids are stupid; droppin their trash on the ground and not pickin it up. is it so hard to pick up after themselves oh wait their parents didnt instill that into their mindset.

another thing i hate: niggas who play on the phone. randomly text messaging me. i know who you are dagnabit!!

peas

4.04.2004

so i go to the mall today and there were onion people [read: smelly] everywhere. whooooo damn niggas need to wash and deodorize before they hit the mall up. and the lil scallions [read: smelly chil'ren] need to learn how to stay quiet when in the stores. mostr important of all people need to learn how to walk. dont stand in the middle of the frickin lane/aisle!!

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