i cannot believe it. i became that girl. the girl that i always laughed at for being a dumb bitch thinkin that a dude actually liked you when he didn't. he only wanted your goodies and being the dumb bitch, you gave em up. now you sittin around wonderin why he ain't takin you nowhere or callin you or anything. well now i know. i love
love LOVE my booka for breakin this shit down to me. [thank you for real] only a true friend would bring me to the light. man i really thought i was smarter than this. i never ever thought i would be that girl. now i just gotta keep my shit together from here on out, refocus on the important shit so i wont go there ever again. i can't let my brain become clouded by feelings i want to be there but really aren't. just cuz a nigga trynna holla don't mean he give a fuck about you, he just want in them pants. i'm so mad at myself right now. i can't believe i let myself go there. and ya know what the bad thing is, i was warned about this nigga and how he operates but nooooooooooo you just mad cuz i like him. man what the fuck happened to me? how did i get here, to this point? i was buggin for real.
never again
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