...this semester i'm scared. not of going back or of all the bullshit that could potentially happen but because i might have to put my education on the back burner again because i'm in loan trouble and my school is in major debt [$12 million] and never gives the students any money and i havent gotten any scholarships. this loan trouble could also mess up my chance at gettin an internship with the fbi next summer. man that intership would be so fuckin dope. shaw might lose its accreditation and then i'd have to transfer again. and i aint up for that. i been in school way too long. i need to graduate already.... i had my plans all set then it got interrupted when i fucked my grades up. i get to shaw and i'm on a fuckin roll uphill; gpa 3.6. come on now how am i gonna leave that shit just cuz of money trouble. i'm in alpha chi, a so called scholarship program and i aint gettin shit. i cant live here all year. i will go nuts. i will walk out to highway 70 and down to walamrt or some shit just cuz i need to get out this goddamn area. and if it come down to it, oh imma be on campus aint nobody gonna know about it. imma get me a job somewhere...doin somethin [no gummy here tho lol]
iStressed
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